Saturday, April 29, 2006
I second guess myself a lot?????
this has been the most humbling yet amazing 5 weeks watching my cooper develop into a little boy.............I have been handling the 12 am and 3 am feedings (for the most part) as well as a few during the day, but the hot wifey and our unbelievable pit crew a.k.a auntie EM, Grammie Anne, Team Poocha and the Eagle Point cooking staff have made being a new parent so much easier....but let me tell you something....no matter how much support or how many books I read or preparation I thought I had made has really prepared me for being coop's dad........I know that I have no idea what I am doing.................because, what works one day, does not work another..............so I just keep plugging along............
but, unfortunately,,,,,..my little man has gotten a little cold and is congested right now.....the stuff they pulled from his nose today at the doctor was incredible........I feel so bad for him.......I now realize what it truly means to hurt so much, that you feel as if you could die....to see coop scream and know I can do nothing to help him......kills me.....it is by far the hardest thing I have ever delt with.........I know he will be fine with time.............. so, I take comfort in that....
cooper is part of me(the best part) and I am truly scared to death of not being a good enough.......but, regardless of this...........I am the sleep deprived, smelling like formula, dark circles under my eyes, needing a haircut and shower happiest daddy in the world..........so whatever the future holds.......my son will never have to worry about where his dad is...............because, all he will have to do is look behind him........
.......and I will be there.....no matter what..........
gotta run its coop time and he is ready to eat...........
coop's dad.........the happiest guy in the world...........thanks wifey and coop
(sorry for the jumble of thoughts.......but that is how i think now)
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Friday, April 21, 2006
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
coop gets all wet
(this picture has been censored for the coop's privacy)
I love being coop's dad and it is so much fun to watch him grow day to day........... it is by far the most amazing thing I have ever witnessed....the hot wifey and I are so lucky
coop's dad................i am smiling ear to ear, everday and i love it.......
Saturday, April 08, 2006
THE BiGGest Thanks FOR my SiS
my lovely sister has taken a great role in the care of the coop.....as much as I pick with her....I have to give her props, because she has really been great........I must say I am very impressed and so is coopster....that being said I had to immortalize you on the blog...........so here ya go ....I love ya..and thanks for all the help.........
coop's dad is humbled
Friday, April 07, 2006
is Cooper in charge...?
I have had a long couple of nights.........the little man and I are in a power struggle.........he is doing great on the schedule that the mrs. and I started, but at night he is a little fussy......things are going great and I am so happy do be a dad..........his little faces are great....to watch him sleep, is my new favorite past time.......thank god for all the great things in my life......
coop's dad is in charge (even though coop doesn't know it)
Thursday, April 06, 2006
have i told you, that my wife is hot
we had these photos done by a great local photographer named Carmen Wilson (www.carmenwilson.com) she does some amazing photos..............We have several others that we are putting up in the house, but here are just a couple......and she is going to take some more with coop in a few months........so stay tuned for coop's first professional photo shoot...haha.............